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Finally Friday, I sooo need to sleep in prep for next week, we have to do 5 shifts next week and I think it could kill me. I have to get up so early to get a frigging bus =_= not sure if I can do that all week.
Had a bit of a wobble today because of the amount of things that I have to do and the amount that is building up. I still get that I'm in way over my head feeling and it scares the hell out of me. Although I had a nice reassuring text from my mother that I needed to grow up LOL thanks mum!

                                                            

Not much to report back really, I just have to go with the flow at the minute, because it's impossible to be able to understand everything that's going on and remember it, I had a talk on the cardiovascular system yesterday and how to take BP. I swear the lecturer may as well have been speaking Chinese for all that I could understand, and then she gave me a sheet with everything she was saying so I pretty much zoned out at that point. Everyone's starting to get a bit agitated with each other which can make the group a bit hostile at times. I kind of sit there ignoring it all because I'm just so tired. Days seem to go so quick when we are on placement and it kind of all turns into a blur, so much so I have to bullet point things in my diary so I remember to write a reflection on them when I get home.

Another thing I worry about constantly is my assessment due in December, it may seem like its ages away but with things like assessments I tend to enjoy putting them off and I know they have a tendency of creeping up on you at last minute and there being a mad dash to the end. We have it on the booking interview and we have to pick three antennal test done during pregnancy I have no idea what to do so I’m putting it off until I know what I’m talking about, because at the minute I haven't got a clue.

Will I ever have a clue? That is the question...