My last term as a first year has begun and I have the feeling this is going to be the hardest one yet (which makes sense). With Exams, Labour ward and massive amounts of EBL I get the feeling drowning is what it's going to feel like for most of this term. I finished last term on a fairly neutral feeling . However, the realisation and shock that I've nearly completed a year is all a little scary. It's all about to get very hard very quickly, I found out my mentors name for my Labour ward placement and heard positive things about her, but that doesn't make me feel any less nervous. I can feel myself creeping up the roller coaster again and I'm waiting for it to suddenly drop me into the big dark hole of stress and worry. Although, It can't be impossible others have done it before me and they've survived! I can to, I just need to get into the right head space first :)
After decorating my room during the holidays moving back into my uni room was less fun. I was just getting used to the space.
Swimming is going well and I managed to swim 1,125m Last night, and I'm hoping to do better tonight although I've been cycling a lot today so I expect I'm going to be useless. anyway EBL presentation work needs doing and it won't do itself so I'm off to fight with it for a bit more. Fun =_=
ps. I hope My GG isn't missing me too much :) x
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